In Summary

There seem to be three common themes thoroughout your chart.

On the surface you are driven intelluctually to learn a lot in your lifetime. You enjoy broadening your horizons intelluctually and this will involve travel and different intelluctual pursuits. You are able to delve deeply into one topic and then another and then another, achieving a sense of mastery in many things. It is part of your soul's purpose and your primary drive to amass knowleadge and intergrate this into deep wisdom that you share through communicating with others.

In your childhood you lacked a sense of emotional stability and nuturing, leaving you without any real skills where boundaries are concerned. Out of you called on your serious, reserved and cautious side developed and you learnt that you needed to trust yourself to provide what you needed and desired. This coupled with a slow, tenacious, empire building quality that is naturally yours ensure that you will never be without financial resources or the ability to create and amass wealth. Through your deep sense of duty you will also create a field of material wealth around those you care about. On the material plane you are constantly creating and developing.

You will marry very well and feel that sense of fulfillment with your partner. Socially you are witty, charming and engaging and you will always attract in that special person who is your best friend and confident. You are extremely attractive to people and this is great but sometimes you feel that you personal space is being invaded (Boundaries issues combined with Venus). Further - you tend to attract outrageous people and circumstances into your life and have a thread of "high drama" running most of the time. Secretly you crave this, although you know it isn't particularly good for you.

Any difficulty with romantic relationships in your earlier years (you tend to attract drug addicts and commitment phobes when young) are soon sorted and you are happily nesting in a long term, non married relationship in which you can honour your need for emotional freedom. Additionally as you grow older the reserved nature you developed as a child falls away leaving you with all the skills developed but none of the tough exterior.

Your emotional life is more than extremely complex. You are deep beyond measure and this an area of incredible challenge and mystery for you. Additionally, you extremely psyhic, sensitive to your environment and the "vibes" of others. This only further complicates your perceptions of your inner life as sometimes what you are feeling does not have it's origin within you, but has come from your environment.

Basically most of the time you don't know what you're feeling about any given situation. And if you do know what you're feeling, you don't know why and you probably don't trust that feeling anyway. Underneath all of this is a low lying sense of anxiety and a hunger for inspiration that you can't seem to sait.

The key to enjoying your inner world and your emotional life is an unconditional acceptance of the mystery that is you! You will probably never understand your ebb and flow, all you can do is ride it. You have an artists soul and you tend you ride an emotional rollercoaster at lot of the time - alternating between periods of inspiration and creative projects and then the feeling that you are completely off the mark, a failure and the attendant procastination it yourself.

To achieve inner emotional balance, creativity is to you like the lifeforce. You more than anyone need to engage in the creative process to help you explore your emotional and spiritual depths. Music is also an extremely important tool for you to use to achieve emotional balance.

To come full circle, your intellectual side, which is constantly looking for new material and your empire building, financially savvy side could be used to support you here. This is a chart that would strongly indicate you could make a living out of your art.